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Another day in this carnival of souls
Another night settles in as quickly as it goes
The memories of shadows, ink on the page
And I can't seem to find my way home

And it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything
"Your heaven's trying everything
To keep me out

All the places I've been and things I've seen
A million stories that made up a million shattered dreams
The faces of people I'll never see again
And I can't seem to find my way home

Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to keep me out

[Guitar Solo]

Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
Cause it's almost like
Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down
To break me down
To break me down

Your heaven's trying everything
Your heaven's trying everything to break me down "

Far From Home - Five Finger Death Punch

"It's been eight years,
Through all the tears,
I can't stand it anymore,
I'm walking out the door.

I can't stand that you have a wife,
Even if that is your life,
My hands shake,
Earthquake.

I'm watching the faces you make,
Every steady breath you take,
To fight off the pain,
But it's in vain.

I heal through painful ink,
But it doesn't make you blink,
We're all going down,
I'm going to drown.

This sorrow is eating me whole,
You are the light guiding my soul,
I'm losing everything I did give,
Trying so hard just to live.

I can feel your soul cry for mine,
And that is just fine,
But it hurts so much,
Just to feel your touch.

I can't talk to you or you to me,
Not even able to see,
Why we're hurt,
Hit the dirt.

You're the one who brightens my day,
With every little word you say,
Hiding the truth in a smile,
As you wait the while.

I can tell you're not happy there,
That you'd prefer not to care,
I turned my back on you,
My tears fall too.

I didn't admit I was wrong,
Though I sang that song,
I listened to every word you said,
Even if I ended up dead.

The man I was with hated that,
Wouldn't even look at where I sat,
If the tattoo for you showed,
He'd stay in that angry mode.

I was wrong to go when I swore,
That I was walking out that door,
To see you I'd suffer again,
Live my life from the pen.

But how can I face you?
Knowing all the things I do?
My heart broken in pieces,
A pace that ceases.

I'm scared to see your face,
The one that makes my heart race,
Terrified to cross your path,
Or feel your wrath.

But you'd never hurt me,
Instead leaving me be,
It is the worst pain I've felt,
Worse than my father's belt.

Come back to me someday,
Of course not when I say,
I'll make a vow,
One I'll keep now.

I won't go back on it,
Even just a little bit,
Seeing you before,
Makes me want more.

Paradise can wait,
I won't take the bait,
We will be once again,
Just like back then."

"In Time"