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Leaving Saturday morning at 3am for Indiana. O.O
8100 Views! WOO! by KawaiiDay
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Something I drew a few days ago. It was a birthday gift with a cute handwritten note, but I didn't want to include the note, so I just edited it. :3

I mean, you guys don't wanna see me all mooshy gooey over a birthday, do yah?
In two weeks, it'll be good-bye NY hello Indiana!
It was the end of her world she thought. The end of a thought, an emotion, anything related to the subject.

That cold emptiness continued to eat at her heart and soul as the loneliness set in. Nothing seemed to fill it. Friends, family, lovers, nothing. It remained a black hole within her chest where she thought her heart should be.

The day had been rough. Cake goo had exploded in the night all over the oven from some freak accident and had hardened to cement the walls. Three call outs from the ice outside and someone decided to take their vacation today. Management was off or on vacation, so that left two grumpy co-workers and herself. The customers were irate from the cold and the fact no one knew their job or could do the job of someone else, and it all fell on her shoulders.

She closed her eyes as the emptiness continued to swallow her whole. Silence greeted her as she took off her boots, covered from head to toe in icing, chocolate and flour. Her computer had restarted, erasing all of her hard work from the day before. "How long does it take you the ice a cake? I've been here fifteen minutes!" The man had snarled at her as she slid around tracking icing everywhere she walked. "We're down a few people today, I apologize for the wait and appreciate your patience everyone!" She had replied to the growing crowd of angry and impatient people.

Leaning her head against the wall, her cats greeted her. They were her only comfort. Her only warmth in a lonely and cold house. Her younger brother had taken a trip again once she got back from the doctor. The older was off playing games with a girl and her money, drinking it away while he was supposed to be protecting the world. Her expression turned bitter as she turned up the heat, clicking her stereo on. Four, five, six songs she skipped until she found one she liked.

Logging in, she found her characters silent. No one cared. No one greeted her. She was alone in the virtual world as well as reality.

A lonely existence at every turn, being unappreciated and spat on. She sat and cried. Though her cats comforted her, she wished to hear conversation. To be wanted. But the ones she watched online were silent or absent, mocking her. Laughing at her imagined misery they said, her overreactions to situations.

But if they were lies, why did it hurt so much?

Why does it always hurt so much to be alone and forgotten?


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So I've been really busy. I haven't even had time to write anything. I've just been blah. But now I've gotten back to sketching. I finally started coloring everything too! It's really weird. I think the 6500 page views I did came out really good for my first real try.

So now I've been sketching chibis trying to find my own drawing style. Trying to find my own niche in this world so I can start drawing my own characters in my book. Maybe even try doing a comic or so. You never know, I could be famous! Haha, just kidding.

So I'm going to start practicing my book characters soon. You'll see random sketches of them around and I'm hoping mostly to do Taevra and Kianna at first and branch out from there. I know those who have read it have favorites elsewhere and I will eventually sketch them too. I want to start a mini comic of them. Though I can't promise awesome backgrounds, I can promise funny mini stories.

<3 Anyway just a short update today. I'll probably start posting a pic or two a week I hope since I have the time now.

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: We Came As Romans &quot;Hope&quot;
  • Reading: FairyTail
  • Watching: Charmed
  • Playing: World of Warcraft
  • Eating: Flounder
  • Drinking: Cranberry Peach Juice


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Lullaby, my furry-self. :3

Current Residence: New York
Favourite genre of music: Everything except... well.. when I hear it I'll tell you.
Favourite cartoon character: Naruto. "I don't like people who lie to themselves."
Personal Quote: ~*- The death of an angel is the birth of a demon -*~

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Hearty thanks fer th' fav matey!
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Thank you so much for the watch and the favs!!Llama Emoji 03 (Sparkles) [V1]
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Thanks a lot for watching me! :D
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thanks for the faves and watch! glad you like my artwork :)
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