SettlementThree years ago I had finally given in,Closed my eyes and let me fall,To the one I knew had sin,I would then give it all.Burdening him with everything,As he now decided to see,That it should have been a fling,Now he doesn't love me.But as I smile now into the storm,Singing with the voice I lost,Rain pelting my form,This was the cost.I should have just gone,Followed my heart to the end,But I awoke to the dawn,Now he wont be my friend.It hurts too much to see his face,Knowing it was all a lie,Setting my own pace,He will be the one to die.I'm not filled with malice or hate,It won't be my hand raised today,But with his dropping heart rate,I only wished I could stay.That's what happens when you settle,Instead of following your heart,Floor it beyond the metal,It's just a start.Ahead of me I must wait,My heart pounding in my chest,But I won't let it be bait,I'll give it my best.No more settling the score,Can't step back again,Even as my heart tore,I won't go
Moonlight FurLuna so high above,Shines on my fur,Showing all her love,When the magic does occur.Close the gates to Fenrir's home,Though the patron of my blood,I will follow Luna's dome,Of light that does flood.Forest lit so bright I see,Prey and pack alike,Peaceful it is to me,Fish for the great pike.Hold me close in your embrace,Oh Luna so high above,Flight on paws so full of grace,As if to catch a dove.Harness skills for the winter,Survive on grace and skill alone,So as not to find a splinter,To sins I would not atone.Jaws so strong to spill life,Take only what I need,Or else I find too much strife,For too much greed.Elders lead the way for me,Stronger each day,To take their place you see,Where they will lay.Seasons pass upon with Luna's blessing,The night all around,White fur is my dressing,Til I find the ground.Survive my kin I leave it to you,Destiny and fate in your paws,Follow and watch what I do,Obey the great laws.
OutsiderI've held my breath too long,Waiting for this to end,As I listen to your song,The one angels send.Looking in the glass,Tears begin to form,Those of the top brass,Hiding from the storm.I only wanted to be your friend,Someone I could keep true,But this broken heart won't mend,The memories in everything I do.One step forward and four back,The shields go up too fast,Showing everything I lack,Knowing it won't last.Your fake smiles and hasty excuses,As I deal the deck,Trying to hide a pair of deuces,This train will be a wreck."Outsider!" They scream to the crowd,While I walk the final steps,The yelling is too loud,But not in the deadly depths.
Happy BirthdayThe ribs that ache with pain,On this special day,Where we have little to gain,And more to say.Not a word spoken right,Tears so close they might flow,As day fades to night,They'll finally begin to show.Wanting only a warm embrace,Maybe some thing,Not covered in that lace,Let you please bring.A heartfelt gift and no card,One that is wrapped,Something I won't discard,But not trapped.Hold on my friend,It is a fluffy little guy,For my broken heart to mend,I feel as if I may fly.Stuffed animal with a big bow,Chosen with love and care,I will hug it tight till I go,Where most won't dare.Final birthday with that in arms,Laid in the casket to greet those above,Let me turn on the final charms,Filled to breaking with love.Because you cared I will be happy,Where most have failed,I won't be mean or snappy,For heaven I have sailed.
Journal Thingie1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your dA page for 13 seconds.2. Tell you which color you remind me of.3. Tell you my first memory of you.4. Tell you what Pokemon/Digimon you remind me of.5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.7. Give you a weird nickname.8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.9. Write/Draw something about you.You love Kingdom Hearts,But always orange to be true,A library with a lot of smarts,Gomamon would be you.How is it you're not a yaoi fan,Without trying to fit in,Gomi is much cuter than,The bite of wolves that sin.Now I've told you all I may,To answer all the above,And that is all I will say,To you with lots of love.