ShadowsThe emotional heartbreak turned me around,
I looked at myself through a mirror on the ground,
Locked away the person that was me,
Only to change into one that he'll see.
Quiet and submissive I am,
Where he's concerned I don't give a damn,
I will obey his every word,
Only to be seen not heard.
I am his shadow silent as can be,
You can only watch while I see,
The danger in the water is high,
Though deep inside I know it's a lie.
I have been broken down to the core,
though I come back and ask for more,
I follow silently without regret,
Give up my freedom I have yet.
But when I broke I saw it all true,
I will give up anything for you,
So shackle my wrists and take my heart,
Let's try this with a new start.
I'll be anyone you want me to be,
Dye my hair so that all you'll see,
A perfect dream girl like never before,
Beaten down and bloody on the floor.
He's too kind to rip me apart,
Though he's done it to my heart,
I will be the perfection he does seek,
Quiet as a shadow and just as meek.
Realization of LoveDays upon days it has been,
I swore I did commit sin,
But that love he had for me,
It vanished can't you see?
So with the breaking sound of glass,
My world became a bloody mass,
Screams rent the air around,
My body convulsing on the ground.
"Death bring unto me,
A gentle forever be,
Sleeping under that star,
The one that's always so far."
But I would not give,
Refusing not to live,
Give it a shot,
It's better than not.
Though my body is killing me,
Blood pooling around he,
I beg with all that I am,
That without him I would be damned.
Tears cloud the vision true,
How have I lost you?
Screaming from the heavens so high,
But I will not lay down and die.
This time I have a chance,
To finish the very last dance,
Not run away in fear and pain,
Waiting just to be slain.
In my hands I hold my sword,
Ready to cut this forbidden cord,
Separating my soul mate,
Before it is too late.
The one I love is not bound,
He is outside the realm of found,
I was destined and cast away,
Now this is what I hav