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Falling ReflectionI reached out for you as I fell,
The world sucking me under,
Fires glowing from hell,
Now torn asunder.
Laying broken across the skyline,
Wind playing through my hair,
I tried saying I was fine,
Knowing you didn't care.
Clenching my fists I finally stood,
Pain burning through broken wings,
Sewed my heart up best I could,
But that doesn't fix things.
So I'll put my left foot first,
Nothing to soothe my pain,
My back about to burst,
All for no gain.
Yet as I stare into the wild blue,
Each step healing grace,
Having thoughts only of you,
Puts a smile on my face.
The Truth in the LiesThe first time I asked for help,
My hand outstretched to the sky,
Knocked off the cliff with a yelp,
All I could do was cry.
Again it is coming to me,
I survived the fall,
The same decision to be,
I must give this my all.
Deceived by the friend,
Who pushed me over the edge,
Trying to make an end,
Watching me topple over the ledge.
The most important thing,
My heart did die,
He was my everything,
Crushed by a lie.
Jealousy clouded true vision,
Life and death hung in the air,
But that was not his mission,
He did not care.
All he wanted was the friend I stole,
Regardless if we both would die,
I would pay the toll,
For believing that lie.
Deep within my heart I made a choice,
My screams promising till the end,
That with my one and only voice,
I'd never ask a friend.
But there was truth in that lie,
With every word came something new,
A doubt in my heart that made me cry,
Questioning everything I did do.
Was love strong enough to conquer hate?
Though the odds swore I would die,
Did I realiz
Realization of LoveDays upon days it has been,
I swore I did commit sin,
But that love he had for me,
It vanished can't you see?
So with the breaking sound of glass,
My world became a bloody mass,
Screams rent the air around,
My body convulsing on the ground.
"Death bring unto me,
A gentle forever be,
Sleeping under that star,
The one that's always so far."
But I would not give,
Refusing not to live,
Give it a shot,
It's better than not.
Though my body is killing me,
Blood pooling around he,
I beg with all that I am,
That without him I would be damned.
Tears cloud the vision true,
How have I lost you?
Screaming from the heavens so high,
But I will not lay down and die.
This time I have a chance,
To finish the very last dance,
Not run away in fear and pain,
Waiting just to be slain.
In my hands I hold my sword,
Ready to cut this forbidden cord,
Separating my soul mate,
Before it is too late.
The one I love is not bound,
He is outside the realm of found,
I was destined and cast away,
Now this is what I hav
HeadachesFor the heartbreak,
Every breath I take,
The movements I make,
I'm in pain for your sake.
Fighting among us,
Promise me you won't cuss,
Screaming in the darkest lust,
Do we stand here because we must?
Dreams surrounding the end,
I can't count you my friend,
Past the water and around the bend,
Though I fight this is where I must mend.
Those deep blue,
I haven't a clue,
Why I fell in love with you,
Beaten and broken I crawled too.
Back to where I'm from,
You didn't beg me to come,
Sent me far away and then some,
Maybe in pieces inside an oil drum.
But I did escape,
Though whispering rape,
Drunken kisses on my nape,
Half asleep so no rope or tape.
My belly full,
Your angered pull,
Pain as we did cull,
Their eyes blank and dull.
No funeral for accidents,
Your greatest achievements,
Freeing yourself from commitments,
Cowering from your deceitful agreements.
How could you sit there and smile?
As I laid in the hospital quite awhile,
My body first down the stairs in a pile,
You did not care th
DrowningAll I can see above me is bubbles,
The sun to the west dying alone,
But it can't see my troubles,
As I plan to atone.
Moon above watch me drown,
While a last struggle fades,
Let the sun crown,
In bloody shades.
Being half the final fight,
Stars so high above,
Light fades to night,
So does my love.
Can't you hear my scream?
Clenched fists below,
Be this a dream,
Or a show.
Those who could hear me now turn their ears,
Covered by hands bloodied and betrayed,
Upon faces covered in tears,
Terror and dismayed.
Why would this be my final end?
Extend my hands up again,
Risking it all for a friend,
Thrown away by them.
Hold me close now as I begin to die,
With friends turned away,
Out with their lie,
Never to stay.
Only one stands on the still water,
Watching with silver green eyes,
Like a Guardian for a daughter,
Rain pours from the skies.
Save me I silently will plead,
Death not too far behind,
This one push I need,
Someone to be kind.
Keep me close if I may begin to fall,
Hands pushing me to
Roses For YouI had given up seeing you again,
My heart bleeds on the floor,
But that was back then,
Now I'm asking for more.
The pain it tears me apart,
As I stare at your grave,
No longer a beating heart,
All your life you gave.
I wanted to throw mine away,
Walk the path I hate,
Scream to the wind I say,
But this was your fate.
Clenched fists as I kneel,
Roses in my bloody hand,
This was just part of the deal,
Blood returns to the land.
Your grave makes me tremble with fear,
The pain is too much to know,
Watching me shed a tear.
It will finally show.
How much you really meant to me,
All these past times we spent,
Now with nothing to cloud can you see,
What this whole life meant?
I gave my body to you,
My heart went too,
But you gave in too fast,
And you didn't last.
Roses for your grave each year,
As blood spills from my hand,
I will shed a tear,
To this forsaken land.
FadeYou watch me as I fade away...
Walking into the dark night...
It isn't just like every day...
Where I cower and block out light...
Give me a choice...
Set me free...
This is my voice...
Can't you see?
I don't want to play...
Fear and pain in my eyes...
What am I to say...
When blood paints the skies?
People tear through each other...
Like it doesn't matter...
Finding more than one lover...
I don't want any of the latter...
You want to cry and lose control...
Hold out your hands to me...
I'll be the one to take your soul...
Before hell can take thee...
To die in this life...
Is yet another phase...
Unable to handle the strife...
From so many days...
I carry the scars of a victim...
Bloody and full of fear...
When the lights go dim...
I'll run away from those dear...
No one shall witness your pain...
They won't ever see mine...
I hate that you had so much to gain...
But they took it all with a line...
The rights which we all love...
Given to us by our kin...
Under those from above...
Everything BetweenIn the world beneath us today,
I sat down on the ground to pray,
How could we all just get along,
Do we all just sing a song?
I gave you every piece of me,
Right down to the epiphany,
And then you crashed down,
Into the whole town.
When the chaos finally ended,
The clouds of dust having descended,
My heart was torn in between faith and trust,
Wondering where you would end your hunt of lust.
Close my eyes from the blinding light,
As we fall through the clouds tonight,
Everything is falling,
Please come home they cry,
Humankind is so close to die,
Final wishes unheard and unseen,
How can we be so unclean?
I gave you my heart so broken and bitter,
You gave me the world on a gold litter,
But when times became tough,
You thought it was rough.
Unable to communicate your pain,
We fell through the clouds slain,
Instead of working out the detail,
We were on the wrong track to derail.
In between heaven and hell,
I'm soon to tap on the final bell,
Hold me close now as we fall,
Screaming AloneThat mountain in the distance,
I climbed to the peak above,
Through the resistance,
To see my love.
But when I looked out,
Over the vast land,
A dismayed shout,
Across the sand.
All around the trees had died,
Mourning the endless climb,
So I sat down and cried,
With my new time.
It had been a journey to the end,
One I knew would be the worst,
Never did I break or bend,
Feeling as if cursed.
Staring out over the barren waste,
My heart sank in demise,
Leave with haste,
Heart of lies.
I had come here to witness,
What lay far beyond,
Now I knew this,
No longer fond.
The dreamland ideas died that day,
Sank the child's heart,
Starting the decay,
To the my sore knees I fell,
Eyes wide with lips parted,
As sand began to swell,
Where had this started.
A scream echoed alone in this place,
My heart beating too fast,
Abrupt to stop the race,
I wouldn't last.
Falling to rocks long below,
Echoed scream in my ears,
It was all too slow,
Following my tears.
If youIf you were the sun, I want to be your sky
If you were the moon, I want to be the stars
If you were a performer, I want to be your stage
If I was the moon, youd be the sun
If I was a leaf, you would be the gentle breeze that blows me away
If I was lost, would you look for me?
If love was the opening act, wed be the main event
If there was a painting, wed be the colors
If you loved me, my world would be all light.
BrainwashBelieve what they say
it's absolutely true.
"Don't believe such a nonsense!",
some say that too.
Be flexible, but
never change your mind.
You must be always right
but to err is normal sometimes.
Everything that can be thought
has been thought before you.
You say they brainwash me?
You've been brainwashed too!
RainRain trickles down my window pane
Crying diamond tears
Walking down the lane
Frozen in time
Like an old photograph
Bright colors, subdued with nostalgia
Kiss the flowers' velvet dresses
A fresh breeze
Swirls around me in a whirlwind of
Hope and love
I inhale the dreams that died
Buried under the hard ground
That the new rain has unearthed
I dance with abandon
Childish laughter bubbles up like a spring
As I vivaciously stomp through a stagnant puddle
Life breathes around me
As I spin and twirl
Smiling as the sun begins to shine on me
Parting through grey clouds
It beams at me with its gorgeous rays
And we say goodbye to the remnants of the vanishing rain
ImperfectMy stem droops
My petals are awkward
My leaves are brown and wilted
But the other flowers
Their stems are straight
Their petals are perfect
And their leaves are bright and green
The sun shakes his head at me
"A crow amongst doves"
I want to be beautiful
But all I'll ever be
Is an outcast
Night OceanBlack water
Made up of
Some kind of
The distant ferries
The icy sea-line
And the white foam
Clings to the grey sand
As the ocean
Upon the reluctant shore
Before she says goodbyeBefore she says goodbye
Slam the door in my face
And a dozen roses laying on the floor
Before she says goodbye
I told her I loved her
But it was too late, she already hung up
Before she says goodbye
Give her a kiss
To make up the times that you made her cried
Before she says goodbye
She said we were made for each other
But she let go and fell into pieces
Before she says goodbye
I wanted a second chance
To hold you in my arms once again
Before she says goodbye
She asked you
"Why you even try anymore? It is unless, you can't get back what you already loss."
Before she says goodbye
Be at her place in ten minutes to maybe change her mind
But she wasn't home
Before she says goodbye
Break her heart of stone
And set her free
Before she says goodbye...
I walk alone
My shadow is here beside me
I should have been there for her more before she said goodbye
My dearest, sweetest, meMy dearest me,
How are you in those future days? How much has really changed?
Is your life what you've dreamt of, or are things still the same?
You're living to the fullest I hope, you've accepted you for you.
I really hope you're the me I know, but living more for two.
Don't look back on the past and say "I wish I'd done this and that."
Because the past is the past (they say), and you'll never get it back.
Don't wish and sigh and dream like now. That wont make much difference.
Embrace your current state of being and learn to love your presence.
I'm helping you to write those wrongs because that's who you are.
At least, I hope that's what you've become, that girl I seek from afar.
Smile, live, laugh and love: the world's only as bright as you make it.
And whatever you do, my last bit of advice, just please, oh please, don't fake it.
Your Honey Bee
Burns DarknessBlood mixes with sand
I spit it out
some still lingers yet
That soft metallic taste
Topped with hard crunches
between my back teeth
Or is that them
My teeth, crunching; clenching
Crumbling and crushing now
grinding into fine dust
Where once they were
Connected, by rotted roots
As we are here
connected by much less
Less than rotten fumes
Less than I; you
Or now, vice versa
As it (n)ever was
Yet we bend, break
Splash like a light
through this shattered prism
Lighting up empty rooms
Cast upon distant walls
Behind the brightest light
There are darker shadows
And here you are
Empty and more vacant
than a hallow-point shell
Whose dreams did leave
Once, to never return
And who is now;
your cities, are systems
Both calling and directing
Traffic; like dark symphonies
Whose streets are filled
with hate and love
Turned inside to out
and backwards to front
And there it was
Then and now; found
Empty rooms so full
as they could be
thick with a darkness
That could never be;
be cured, never nor;
Forbidden LoveStaring deep into your eyes I can see it
These feelings are so real they want to break free from my skin.
You can see right into me
I'm an open book to you.
Your sky blue eyes pierce right to my heart
I could look into them all day.
But I cannot for love is forbidden.
And I know that this is love for they have taught me every feeling but this
It is more beautiful than any feeling I have ever felt
You take my hand and squeeze it tight
Knowing that they cannot erase our feelings
We hide together to talk all day
Afraid that they may find us
And wipe it away
But fear cannot destroy this feeling
I will break the law and Love.
Because I cannot live a day without you
We decide it is time to leave
We cannot hide this forever
So we lie down together and fall asleep
Forever in each other's arms
Forever holding my Forbidden Love.
Final GoodbyesAs I stand on the edge staring down...
My hands bleed from the fence behind...
Lips contorted in a frown...
Hands holding what they will find...
Suns will set before I leave this place...
The waves below will thunder and roar...
Heart now dead will start to race...
This bloody rose will soar...
I've said my good byes to that past...
Mourned and tore myself apart...
Though I swore it would always last...
Deep down in my heart...
A piece of me will always love...
The one I leave this day...
Like the tainted bloody wings of a dove...
Recovered enough to fly away...
Her mate is dead but she must live on...
Forced by others in her chest...
Their hopes rest upon...
What choice she hopes is the best...
That cliff won't be my grave today...
Though a piece of my heart is there...
I'll cry in silent times to say...
Life just isn't fair...
But with tainted wings I must fly...
Another life is pushing me...
Giving up is now a lie...
As shining eyes will see...
I can't wallow forever in this dreadfu
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